I was enchanted to meet you

There's only two more days left in 2010 . Time passes by fast . And I was like wow . 

So how was 2010 for me ? Much better than I expected . Last year , all that I could say about 2010 was "2010's gonna suck , EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS " . But really , this year hasn't been that bad .

I guess that brings us to how I've changed . Contrary to what most people believe , I'm not that open with my feelings as I was before . There are quite a number of people ( I liked to believe I trust ) who I do tell them what's on my mind especially when I'm feeling like crap , but there's a whole lot more to that . I've never really told anyone everything about myself . Obviously there are some things that you gotta keep to yourself right ? But what I mean is , I guess I don't trust anyone enough to tell them about how I really , really feel sometimes . Get me ? No ? I don't think so . Because at the end of the day , the only person you can trust is yourself . True in some ways , but sometimes I doubt if I can even trust myself . And it's hard to really trust others because when you do , you're putting yourself in risk of getting hurt . In fact , you know you're gonna get hurt eventually when you trust someone you know ? But I guess even so , there are some people who are worth getting hurt for . If we all understand that everyone has their own battle to fight , insecurities to face , loves to contend and goals to attain , the world would be a gentler place .

Damnit , I'm beginning to talk crap . What happened to the talk of 2010 ?

There's really nothing much to elaborate I guess . Studies ? We'll how that goes next year . Finger crossed .